let's go outside. the woods look good to me.
grab my hands.
i want to spin so fast.
throw my head back.
AND SCREAM.

it's dumb to be scared of things. holds me back so much, and i'm scared about
every aspect of my life right now. but its 93 degrees out and i can't worry about my feelings.
whatever they may be.
about anything and everything.
both lacking and overwhelming.
ebbing and surging like the tide.
that i'm going to go dive into right now.

!