fuck I can't even start this again....what the hell I NEED to write something soon or I'm going to explode why can't I articulate anything.
who am i
what are we doing
where am i going
how do i get there
why do i feel the need to go there
why do i make EVERYTHING harder than it needs to be.
where have you been
where have i been
and where does life go from here
it just goes i guess
so i guess that means i do too.
wish i knew where it will lead to.
scratch that no i don't. i think i'd deny it anyways, or not accept it.
wow i don't accept much of anything...
i need to quit hiding.
i feel like a 4 year old trying to learn to manage her emotions and put them into words.
Nothing like teaching an old dog new tricks.